restless, irritable, discontent

Marathon week is approaching
It’s only Tuesday and I feel nothing
I have 12 days to go
I run 3 miles this morning. Eh, great.
No nerves, no self flagellation
Everyone says it will happen.
It just hasn’t yet.
Restlessness? Yes…Can’t quite seem to settle on a book, or a TV show, or a newspaper.
Irritable? A bit. Student says I’m not listening to her…I’m like, whatEVER
Discontent? Well, looking at my house deciding how to keep it, if I keep it, will I keep it?
Same discussion I’ve been having for 2.5 years.
No, no taper madness yet. Not freaking out about the marathon.
Restless, Irritiable, Discontented.
Perhaps this really IS taper madness.
And, by the way…why am I not nervous?
