and you thought that meant, like tomorrow?
or how they said we’ll be off this windy road in 20 minutes
and it was another 2 hours?
yeah. like that.
the doctor said today…after 8 weeks…that there are 6 more weeks.
and then. i can run.
i can wear a shoe.
i can do the elliptical, bike, and swim.
in 2 weeks i can take a walk. a leisurely walk.
i had brought my shoe to the doctor because i wanted to run. tonight.
i asked him about the marathon in december.
he shook his head no.
i have to take 50,000 mg of vitamin d a week
*note to the old gals…do this one now*
i was near tears. crushed.
and then i remembered, i have bad circumstances right now
how i feel about those circumstances in not as important…
as what i do about them.
i am not dying. but it feels bad.
it’s a small caps kind of day and yet.
i remain hopeful. i am blessed in more ways than i can count.
i can wear a shoe. there’s one.